Thursday, August 2, 2012

Fear Part Deaux


“Give thanks to the Lord on the harp; on the ten-stringed lyre offer praise.  Sing to him a new song; skillfully play with joyful chant.”  Psalm 33: 2-3  NAB, revised edition

A  few weeks ago I was feeling terrified of a potentially devastating diagnosis.  That fear is still lingering in the back of my mind but some interesting things have happened in the mean time to make it more manageable. I have found myself either humming or singing to myself that hymn I do not like “Be Not Afraid.”  A friend suggested that it is my prayer and a sign from God to trust Him.  

Music is a great source of comfort.  When my mother was terminally ill for some reason I clung to the music of “Les Miserables,” which some consider a beautiful tale of spiritual redemption.  During a period of personal confusion and spiritual desolation I found myself constantly singing in my head the beautiful hymn “Hosea.”  As my father was approaching the end of his life I found comfort in the strong, deep tones of the Russian composers, particularly Borodin, Mussorgsky and Rimsky-Korsakov, not because Dad was Russian (he was Irish and German) but because he taught us girls a deep appreciation for classical music.

Music is one gift from God that helps make fear manageable, and it is one way that we can praise Him.

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